Maybe it wasn't too good an idea to peel that protective layer off so quickly.
Sunday, December 06, 2009 @ Maybe.
When past becomes a hindrance, I do what I always do, I run, I cringe, I cry, but I barely fight for even something so dear to me. Why is this?
Thursday, December 03, 2009 @ ((Sorry))
" How could they fail to see that,
it was God they crucified?
He was bleeding, He was dying
But I still can hear Him crying
The very words of love
'Father, forgive them!' "
I feel like the biggest fool today, at the same time I felt like I behaved like an insolent, disrespectful, insecure child. But, the worst was, I was actually digging my own grave, settling myself for unnecessary emotional fluctuations I actually don't deserve.
Well, at the very least, I'm happy I brought it up. I guess, sometimes I just need to settle my thoughts, carefully safe keep the assurances and promises I have been bestowed upon & count my blessings, thank You Lord. :)
& sorry too, for the times I've failed You. I'm sorry, cuz I know I wasn't trying my best at all.
Monday, November 30, 2009 @ Overcame doubts, overcame and fell/
I see two roads ahead of you
One is wide, the other is narrow and long
Which is the one you'll choose?
Together we're walking side by side
I will fall and you will rescue me
through all my darkest times
And what will define you?
One is wide, the other is narrow and long
Which is the one you'll choose?
Together we're walking side by side
I will fall and you will rescue me
through all my darkest times
And what will define you?
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ {You make it easier when life gets hard}
Having a nice Sunday late afternoon just doing some mini-chores here and there, listening to the "long lost music" of my Ipod nano, typing a typically boring post of a boring time, & contemplating my past week.
Happy, surely, had a few really solid sessions this week, just going back to God, and letting Him speak. Or rather, I'm trying hard to be congnizant and more sensitive to Him. Nice week, some time of realisation that I still haven't been praying enough as well, about Volleyball and commitments. Pray! Pray without ceasing, something I strive so hard yet fall and slip time and again. And please Joy, "being human" should stop being a casual excuse.
Verse that spoke to me this week strongly:
Hebrews 2: 16-17
16For surely it is not angels that he helps, but he helps the offspring of Abraham. 17Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people.
He understands, and that's truly of comfort :)