today, i'm really glad that i was able to share my 'woes' to charles and wilfred :)
you know. i've never ever wanted to write anything bad about anyone in this blog but what im about to write now might seem to some of you as badmouthing or whatever you all think it is, i'm just trying to blog what i feel..
HEY YOU!
i just so want to tell you how much i disagree with you sometimes. sometimes i wonder if i should say i dislike you. i really hope not because we've been friends for considerably ages. i don't dare to disagree with you because i don't like to mess things up and when things are messed up, many people around us would get involved. Quite inevitably, they would take a stand on whether you or i am right or wrong. If that happens, there won't be peace. I'm writing all these out to appease my anger. In whatever you do, would you consider how i feel first? I'm not asking you to treat me like an angel.. i think sometimes you just want things your way and i've already tried to tolerate that solely because i don't want any tension to happen. SIGHS. stress la!
ANYWAY, today is like one of the first times i feel Wilfred really understands me when i shared with him the problem. Thanks boy:D HAHAHAHA. thanks charles too. (:
oh yes yes. I found something from the internet and I wanna share! lol.
What is blind trust? Good question. Blind trust is when you put your total, and I mean TOTAL, FULL, ALL, EVERYTHING trust in God. But what most of us do is we give the problem to God for a little while (or only give certain parts of the problem to Him - hanging onto parts ourselves!), and then when things don't go the way we think they should, we run and get our problem back! And, when we do this, God CANNOT work! Maybe what we want isn't coming as soon as we think it should. Or things are not going the way we hoped. Or we try to help God along - boy, what a mess!!
Asking God for something is like using a credit card: When we ask for something, we "give Him the card". As long as He has it, He can work. But when we "take it back", for whatever reason, He has to stop working and wait for the "card" back. And when we try to help God out, we wind up with the "card stuck in the machine" - and nothing gets done until we get our hands out and let God work! But now he has to fix the "mess" we made before He can start!
Blind trust is like a horse in a burning building. First you must cover the horse's eyes before you can lead him out. Sometimes God doesn't explain what's happening to us or where He is leading us - When He does this, we are to blindly trust that HE knows what He's doing! If He were to explain it to us, it might scare us (just like the fire would scare the horse!) and we wouldn't follow His sure leading.
God loves us and wants to help us with ALL our problems. All we have to do is LET Him! Even the little ones matter to Him - He wants to help! And we know that God is all power and all knowledge - So stop and think: How much better off we would be if we put our TOTAL trust in God and let Him do for us what HE knows is best!