i remember every single promise you made, and every one i made too.everything just seems so confusing.but i just don't have the time to think about it.things change so fast, your attitude, your actions.i find it so hard to understand your thoughts and the reasons behind your actions.i feel like i don't even know you!come on!
school
MONDAY. haha, as usual, the rushing of homework and stuff. (: anyway eventually, i did not get scolded for not bringing my name tag, messaging in the canteen(although i got caught by yee ting), not doing the graph homework, not doing summary, not bringing my cip card and HSL form. wow, this list is really long! I did not do so many things that are supposed to be done throughout the weekend! i was basically playing! well, but you can't blame me aye, haha! :D aiya, mondays are always like that! cause i love playing through the weekends, who don't yeah?
training
training was fine, i guess? well, i think so. other than the fact that i felt stiff, i have nothing else to add.
looking at my phone..
i don't expect any message to reach me.. i can just sit there and wait and wait and wait.
i'm so confused by everything that's happening.you told me not to give up, do you know what i'm going through?nobody knows.i've long been tired but i held on so tight.you're simply hard to comprehend.sucks.