I HATE THIS.
I'm truly mad now.
Why don't they jut let me go for church camp?
Why do they disagree with everything i do?
Why does she seem to like going against this pathetic soul of mine?
Why do they not let me do things i am passionate about?
Why do they never take me seriously?
WHY WHY WHY? seriously, the list can go on. i really hate it.
I HATE IT!
i hate myself, i hate my attitude, i hate everything that i'm going through now! SPARE ME.
i give up okay, i really wanna give up on myself nd jut let go of all those worries that's getting on my nerves.
THEY never thought for me. It might not all be the best for me, but they never thought of what's deep inside of me?
resentment, hatred, jealousy, lousiness. WHATEVER. self destruction, that's what happening.
I know things can never happen the way i wished. I GIVE UP OKAY? happy now? i tried talking to the two of you but what happened? NOTHING, nothing but plain crap.
everything sucks now. the people i love just like to do this to me.
you never knew, how much i suffered.
ass.