Coach was in a bad mood today, i think he scolded almost everyone? haha, but whatever, i kinda agree with what he said. however, some of the questions he asked us like don't make sense cause he didn't realise that he say wrong things oops.
anyway, my mood is soooooo bad!!! so very bad okay. i'm so tired. tired of putting up a brave front to all of you. i look forward to go to school everyday! i don't wish to see my parents, or talk to them, at least for now. i'm really tired of acting in front of you guys. i really want to cry, i really want to tell you all that happened. but i know it's no use. i really really wished there was a shoulder always there for me to cry on. But, still i felt very much better when i see some people when i go to school everyday. i know they will always be there and would support me, yes?
thanks:
WILFRED! thanks my dear boy for changing so much for me, for understanding me and for wiping away those tears of mine. thanks for getting rid of my sore eyes too! that eye solution really worked wonders (:
LEVINIA! :D shorter ex table partner for long, LOL. thanks for being 24/7 there for me and thanks for your sunshine smile that always keeps me going. So flash that smile always k girl? :)
VANESSA! thanks table partner for being so funny and cheering me up almost always! though i didn't tell u i was very unhappy and was in the verge of crying, you seem to know the perfect time to say some nonsense to make me laugh. eh! that's a gift okay? so praise God (:
ELLA! my other table partner. thanks for willingly sharing half the jacket with me when i was feeling cold today. similarly, you're a cartoon too! :D you always make me laugh and forget that i'm troubled! and yes, you still owe me a letter, MUAHAHA!
LIEW! michelle, i realised i have been very mean to you lately with my words and all. but, yep, you know is still love you for i know and am confident that our friendship is never-changing. always strong yeah! forgive me for being a little harsh at times but thank YOUUU for always asking me how am i! you seem to be like a worm in my body! :D
PEISHI! gym partner. we are the best group ever, of course not to forget our dearest junior danae too (: thanks for being YOU as being YOU does cheer me up. and promise me you'll not be affected by that thing anymore k? i don't like to see you sad :( it saddens me too!
ANGEL! thanks dear angel. i love your letters, i love you too! don't be sad too k? (: try your best and that's most important i believe (: thanks for always cheering me on and i will jiayou de! so must you okay? deal :D