quite some time since i've been here. blame it on my brothers! they're forever on the com:(
anyway, i so wanna post pictures! but i don't have all of them now. another day! when i finally get the photos from yvonne. but. the last week of school was alright i guess. i didn't have the 'OH YES IT'S FINALLY END OF SCHOOL' feeling like before in previous years. rather, i'm starting to dread holidays? i don't know. maybe it's the pile of holiday homework. but i really want to go back to school, because right now i'm draining all my energy by wasting my emotions on some people, the some i thought it was really worth giving all my attention and care too, but have now made me feel otherwise. i guess i've always been the one who's 'zi zuo duo qing', treating you like oh so my good friend, but it probably was just one-sided, on my part. and i just feel like withdrawing back into my shell after you've finally made me come out, thinking that i could still have hope for friendship. but i'm hurt again.
the past week was a hectic and an emotionally shag week. open house is finally over, the event that made me worried and tired all day. thank goodness for peishi who helped me out (: as well as cenyun, adeline and joan who were also there on open house day to help :D thank you :)
i haven't studied enough for O level chinese!! aghhhhh.