thursday marked an end to end of years. well i did have that "oooh so shiok" feeling when mrs gay said "PENS DOWN GIRLS". however that feeling faded soon after =X
went to Vivo city with the girls on thursday after history paper(the ultimate). had quite a lot of fun! we watched retatouille :) man, i was dying to watch it during exam period lah! i was so happy when i knew it was still showing :D so we catched the movie and had fun at the splash pool, other than the fact that my phone dropped into the splash pool, if not i'd have photos to post now :( but my phone's okay now! you can't imagine how happy i was when i managed to switch it on :D i dried it for the whole night lah! :D
friday was day out with serene (: had fun with her. just that i haven't been working out in awhile, almost died in the gym but yeah, it was still good, to be back working out! :D instead of studying or lazing around =x had rehearsal for prayer and praise after that but that's just that.
saturday which is today :D well. prayer and praise was fine i guess, i think it went relatively smoothly except for that stupid mistake i did. BUT! everything for God and i leave it as that (: had fun playing captain's ball today and such. but something just felt missing.
i think i have been trying my very best. my very best in almost everything for this person, or rather a few persons i thought was worth caring for. but i guess, i shouldn't place too much expectations on certain people sometimes, thinking they'd definitely fulfil it. whatever it is, i know i still have God, and myself the very least. i tried. but i failed. i didn't feel good at all. yep, this sounds pretty confusing to me myself too. whatever.