alright. back! haven't been having the urge to come here and post. though i clearly have so much to say. being confused of my feelings is not bringing me any further. let's say, every few minutes, i'll be daydreaming and flying far away into lala land, shutting my ears during lessons=x got lots to catch up, that i MUST say. and haven't been feeling all that good too=x lousy appetite and headaches.:(
lessons these past few days were nothing but boring and torture, having to suffer headaches and stupid nonsense during lessons.
ahh, i miss my cow :p