hah, yesterday was first cheerleading prac for ixora, and it was quite FUN! :D though someone was thoroughly afraid of me. i wonder why, cause i can be friendly okay! :) anyway, it was the last day of term one and it scares me how time flies past you without any warning. i filled my time with procrastination and regrets. with all of them going "i should have done this, i shouldn't have slept so early since there's a test tmr.." etc etc. i wish i could have studied harder, paid a little more attention to my work, and maybe today i would be writing a completely different post, a happier and more contented one i suppose. :)

yesterday was also cenyun's birthday! too bad i didn't get the chance to sing her a birthday song. but anyway, what the crap was i thinking when i ran away from that classroom? it was horrible to have felt so shy :/ it just wasn't me, and only after i reached the staircase did i question myself: MY. did i actually just do that? what was i doing!!? but still, a happy happy 14th :D

yesterday was also the day homework came piling up on us like they've given us a month of hoilday! holiday is ain't going to be like one, since i have to go to school from monday-thursday! i only have my friday free! as a result, i can't join the floorball competition with ter and matt :( arghhh. i've gotta start completing my homework now and free myself from lesser worries when school reopens :)