so, just how much is enough? i wonder. i wish i was a robot so i wouldn't get tired. emotions gone wrong.

i don't feel myself, because i'm finally feeling weary of compromising, at my own expense. i gotta learn to say "no". it's simply too difficult. it's starting to dawn upon me that life's not all about pleasing people. yes, i do want people around me to feel happy, but i figured, it's definitely not going to be of any point if i'm feeling so unhappy doing so.

all i know now is- my textbooks. wanna fight with them?