I meant to come here yesterday, but i simply couldn't find the time to. Besides, the computer isn't always available when you have three brothers at home.
I guess i needed to articulate some stuff here, if not i won't feel gooooood.
I received two tests yesterday and one troubled me badly. I know some of you have no clue why I'm so upset, yeah especially when I don't think I actually fared that horribly, did I?
I don't know how best to describe this uneasy feeling. You, exposed my unspoken fear, of not being able to live up to those expectations. It isn't actually very nice to be labelled as a "smart ass" just because I have three smart brothers, y'know? It creeps in me, it builds in me that tremulous fear I cannot withstand. This sudden exposure certainly has made me feel vulnerable. You know, I really want to do well, I believe in my strengths yet aware of those limitations. So, let me handle it?