Lord I give you my heart,
and I'll go wherever You may bring me. ♥
Woo. December is coming to an end. The year is coming to an end. Christmas is coming (: I'm not done with my cards! (Actually, more acurately, I can't bring myself to it. Holidays make me a complete bum and I don't like it! D:)
I'm here, after what seems months, because I've been asked repeatedly to update. Oh well, I'll try my best to present the happenings of the past whole month :) December: my trip to Taiwan, YF Camp, Caroling. :) My december was totally packed. Well packed.
Taiwan was da BOMB. I LOVE TAIWAN. I WISH I COULD STAY THERE LONGER OR NOT COME BACK. Haha, I was even contemplating going there to study (??!!!) Hmmm, and I even asked Dad about it. Well. My brother replied "Eh, Singapore unis are even better, waste money lah you!" But! I didn't get to see Ming Dao cuz' he's filming in China. I want to see him face to face! And and, in comparison, Singapore is such a humid and hot place!! The first few days back in Singapore was terrible.
Initially, I did not want to blog about the happenings in camp online and publicly. However, this morning, I came across someone's blog and I have to say this, I'm truly amazed by this person and I'm thankful that God has placed a friend like him in my life. :) and in the life of the YFers :)) And wow-ly, he offered me different perspectives to several things (like camp and the church). And yes, I'm here to say that camp this year has REALLY reminded me of the identity I have as an ambassador of Christ. I am a Christian and of course, in all my actions, thoughts or speech, I must uphold this identity. Even though throughout camp there were moments I felt horribly emo and downcast and homesick (:O), I need to acknowledge the hard work and effort put in by the committee for this camp. And indeed, it wasn't easy. It isn't easy to be in any committee, but what's important is God's standards, not man's. :) Who am I, to judge in any way?
On the second last day of camp, Korkor and Sam Tan left DDDDDD: Sending Korkor in was so depressing, I rather I had not been there. Even though Tekong looked nice (I hope) like some offshore island chalet, it's still sad ): I wonder how's life in there like. But oh well, Korkor and Sam's gonna be back home tmr for Christmas. :) YAY. Can't wait to see how they've changed too. :]
Caroling took place yesterday. Despite having to run here and there and despite being early in our schedule, Caroling went well. :) Praise God! It's God's standards, not man's. :) (I must remember) Megan's house was.. superb. Her family is so hospitable and the food, was amazing. Oh, and the sweets from Graham's were soda-licious! :DD
Today was a boring day. I woke up at 2 pm and played facebook all the way (how more boring can I get huh?). Trying my very best, I did not step out of the house at all. I didn't want to make my relationship with you more tense. I didn't want you to misunderstand me any further. I did not want this trust I took so long to build to just disappear like that. I did not want.. Ahh, countless "I did not want.." Just, just, just what do You want me to do? Show me the way, cuz' I'm lost.
Lord I give you my heart,
and I'll go wherever You may bring me. ♥