Oh wow, I'm JC1 now. Seems so like a big thing. Actually, maybe not so big a thing. I wanna say: I don't really like school, or rather I just don't really appreciate the school system as of now. I have no idea what's stopping me from adapting, but I know it's definitely not just the location and building, something much more than that. 

I feel like such an anti-social in school, I am making little effort (honestly) to come out of that dangerous yet comfortable bubble of mine, my comfort zone. I really like being in there y'knowww. I look forward to church everyday. That place I can call home & feel some warmth and love. Or, Cedar. But well, I realllyy realllyy need to go back to the Bible every day!

Though my short time in VJ so far hasn't been sweet & cheery, I am very grateful for the faithful one, who never left me to fend for my own, like an idiot loner. He gave me smiles when I needed them most badly. He sent people into my life to cheer me up, and I am absolutely thankful too, that He sent people who need me to care for and to minister too. (: Yes, through this short two weeks, I've once again seen His amazing grace & love, a whole new experience which just makes Him & all of Him such a joy & beauty. I truly stand amazed. 

I can sing in the troubled times, sing when I win 

I can sing when I lose my step and fall down again 

I can sing ‘cause You pick me up, sing ‘cause You’re there 

I can sing ‘cause You hear me, Lord, when I call to You in prayer 

I can sing with my last breath, sing for I know That 

I’ll sing with the angels and the saints around the throne