Today was a day of rest. As in, I availed rest to myself haha. The unfortunate taste of defeat hasn't sunk in totally, but VJVB is more than just her goal for a championship trophy, we know we are much more than that. We are team. & I'm sure the relationships we share constitute much more than what anything else can bring.
I couldn't pull myself up today. The rest was very much needed. Surprisingly, yesterday (after dinner w the team), it felt like the end of the week (even though in actual fact the week hasn't really started yet). Met Mich at Changi Airport and that woman made me wait for an hour! Haha. thankfully, the airport is more than just aeroplanes and take offs. In fact, it's a good place for window shopping and sorting out thoughts. I felt like as though I was part of those cliche drama serials featuring a character walking aimlessly in the vast amount of space with the floor tiled in black and peach, searching for memories of a lost one, who's left. What agony, to liken myself today to something I usually see on TV. The pain's been persisting. Every now and then, the visions relive themselves.
Tomorrow's back to school, and the start of completing an unfinished mountain pile of work. And filing. Brilliant.