I can't put my thoughts into flow. Let's do it point-form. Shitzx, how to finish two history essays then? D: Right now, I have the urge to call Mayboo to rant, but how can I? It's like three hours ++ to her 22nd. Shall spare you the torture, Mayboo. See how much I <3 you!
1. Number one, great big number one. Kimberly is first in everything, HAHA. Today the way Mervin reacted to Kim was the best man. "K lor, you win, you're always first!" Kim, finally someone outtalked you, not like DOM! :D
2. Tomorrow's the crucial bball match between VJ and AJ. It's like how to bear having to stay in school for lessons while they fight their hearts out/? So, Mich and I went to ask Ms Tan to include us in the supporters' list. I hope she does!
3. VJVB girls won today's match.
4. Tmr's the much awaited Music Fest, hmmm.. but I'm not going, I shall save the 20 bucks for dinner with the girls tmr <3 unless ticks for Music fest suddenly drop from the sky!
5. Mother's Day is around the corner. It sucks to not know how to react when people happily discuss about Mother's Day. Better still, today the Ritz Apple Strudel saleswoman kept like telling me bout some heart shaped pie thingy for Mother's day, she was trying to persuade me to buy lah, how should I react? It's like "OH no, please don't start this again."
6. I just quarrelled with Dad/ How much does this suck? Many many. It hurts like hurts alot. I just don't know what to say anymore. I'm damn sad and I'm wondering if this is gonna go on forever.
7. I just questioned God about what He is doing to my life, as I start to recollect life's bits and pieces (so far). Realised I haven't had a good and smooth-sailing 16 years so far, prolly as compared to any other 17 year old. Actually, I'm quite surprised I haven't gone berserk yet, or like start to mutilate myself. I guess that's why God instilled extra fear of pain in me. Pain surely doesn't excite me, or calm me, for sure.
8. My quarrel with Daddy has brought about much negative emotions in me, I really need to talk to someone. I always avoid this, but really, "Why is life so unfair?"
9. I think I'm not going to be able to complete my homework.
10. But, I must do GPP (Group Project Proposal). For that, I must say: thank God for a nice PW Grouping. (:
11. I'm infatuated, but crushed at the same time.
K, this is seeeerrriously ultra emo post. bye.