Just came home from a long talk with Sam Tan at my void deck, like really a long talk. Haven't had such a time with him for quite awhile, him being in NS and all. But I do know, that no one else would be like YOU SAM (other than the family and God, of course) who love and care enough for me to answer my every call, talk to me to cheer me up even when you're in camp lying on the bed late at night when rest would mean so much to you, and do whatever it takes to make me feel better. How do I actually articulate this, but life without you will kinda suck I know that. I have been so angsty and emo for the past few days (and even more so after reading someone's blog post), but you helped clear that air of misunderstanding and emoness that really engulfed me. You mean so much to me, you're like family. Thank God for you.
Just came from someone's blog, and I suddenly hurt so much, feel like I've been a really bad friend. I'm sorry. I didn't show some empathy or do anything that could help. I actually feel like I'm already rendered helpless so nothing I say would help. I think I couldn't even make you feel like I would listen? sorry.