Y'know, this is getting straight on my nerves. I can't stop it, can't talk about it. Not something I can articulate with words so openly. I don't fancy this feeling. My heart and mind, racing with one another, going crazy & hysterical. I think I'd call for a time-out soon, this game is getting far too heavy for me to bear. Plus, the disappointing results, I know I said "nevermind", but it crushed my spirit & my soul completely, for certain reasons.
Do you know where I'm drifting off to? No idea too, emo people don't make sense. I don't make good sense. Right now, I seem to have just let go of myself. No dreams, no commitment (I'm so sorry), no peace, no love, & my relationships haywire.
I just don't know what to say. Lord, help me. Snap me out of this.