Today was Math Paper, it was GG. GGGGGGG>>>>> I've never felt more stupid & disappointed before. No, not disappointed with the impending doom I'd face when the results are released, but DISAPPOINTED with myself, just what on earth am I doing with this life? I have clearly pushed that promise I made three months ago to the back of my mind. I have to do something about this. On a lighter & happier note, the first three papers before today were pretty smooth & sweet.
Now, it's one more fight which spells W-A-R. Chemistry. It's you die, or I perish. I seriously need to save myself & pull myself out from that pit of 'U's. I didn't study to get my paper ungraded, please no. If not might as well don't study.
Exams haven't been too stressful though, just a complete drag. No pimples. Drag, drag, drag. Can't wait for tomorrow to come. 11am, end of drag, end of guilt, end of my useless life right now. Right now, it's seriously just a count down for me, two more days, two more days & I can relief some of this dark clouds.
Joy's pretty upset these two days. Not just cuz I don't know my Math well enough, I just have been feeling rather shitty about myself, ashamed.