Gave enough thought yesterday, no I'm not going to go crazy, cry like a baby, but life's going back to it's natural routine, to things I promised I would fulfil & keep.

Yesterday was a complete new experience, over the past five years. I felt like, I nearly lost a brother, a best friend, someone who would mean BFFzx to me. You are the best, irreplaceable. Although yesterday for the first time, I wanted to just kneel down & cry in your presence to tell you how hurt I was, cuz I thought, (yes my wishful thinking) that you were the one in the Whole Wide World who would still understand my hurts, actions & the need for some security. I'm sorry, that I made you feel uncomfortable, like maybe I was strangling you, making you claustrophobic.. I don't know. Sorry for making you frustrated & confused. But you still mean v v v v v much, as much as you said I mean to you, cuz our friendship is the purest of the purest, yes?

Truce. <333

Back to school!