Trying hard to figure it out, what's the worth & point of all these chase? (& at this point, John asks "What Chase? _ _ _ _ _ _ ah?" HAHA.

I want some solid time of prayer now, I need to, align my will to His, & not mine to His.

Was damn worried & perplexed about the degree of my effort, whether it was enough, whether it was pleasing, whether it's sufficient to get me promoted successfully (without the R papers that is). But, no more! Even though seriously, why is there so many things to memorise?/?