" How could they fail to see that,
it was God they crucified?
He was bleeding, He was dying
But I still can hear Him crying
The very words of love
'Father, forgive them!' "
I feel like the biggest fool today, at the same time I felt like I behaved like an insolent, disrespectful, insecure child. But, the worst was, I was actually digging my own grave, settling myself for unnecessary emotional fluctuations I actually don't deserve.
Well, at the very least, I'm happy I brought it up. I guess, sometimes I just need to settle my thoughts, carefully safe keep the assurances and promises I have been bestowed upon & count my blessings, thank You Lord. :)
& sorry too, for the times I've failed You. I'm sorry, cuz I know I wasn't trying my best at all.